A choice or a blessing? I feel I choose the black sleep role.
I am the first born in this generation of my family. I was in a constant flow state: ecstasy. The times when I was held back, I found ways to continue on. I was a creator. I say was, because creation seemed to be easier as a child (that is a separate letter).
I was the leader. I was a ‘know it all.’ I was fine with playing alone. I had invisible friends. I still do…
Now, I look back and see I am the black sheep. I am the wanderer. I am the Isolated.
Once upon a time, it hurt. Occasionally it hits me that I am not part of my family and I have a small amount of “friends.”
I have woken to see that I am meant for a different dimension. One of Truth, Awareness and Magic.
It can feel lonely at the top; until I fully diminish this mindset and take on the vibrations I belong in.
xoxox, the Isolated