What Do They See?

I know I am not the “pretty girl”

Internal goof ball wrapped in wires
Their perceptions; my attire

Now my younger sisters have topped me
Weird because that use to be me
And it seems they don’t see me

It might be the new look in my Eye

 

xoxox, blinding them with my shine

Illustration by Nikki Valencia aka SoulBunni

I Don’t Owe You Anything

I told you the day you offered your space;
My place was the couch.
No, no you insisted I slept on the spare bed;
Not to dread, you were emotionally detached too.
What that meant for me was not what it meant for you.
You see, for me, that meant safety.
It meant a place I could be. Just be. Simply.
Boundaries were set, yet, not clear enough.
My head, not sure enough, of myself.
Lo and behold, you stole my dream and painted in black.
Cast a safety net…
Over my head and now I cannot breath;
But I cannot see a better way out of here.
Your voices justify my terrible sense to deny you.
Terrible, they say, when all I want is to walk away.
Without giving you a damn thing;
Because I let down my walls,
Only to be ashamed.

xoxox, the fallen goddess

Illustration by Nikki Valencia aka SoulBunni

LITERALLY, Love Your Body, Please

True Statement: when you begin to gain weight and you stop sending loving energy to that part of your body, it gets worse!!!

First of all, this ridiculous self image needs to be let go of. It is a marketing scam to steal your souls and sell you the gym, equipment, more expensive food that is grown the same way, clothes that are just as bad as the food and other unnecessary items of consumption.

On some magical shit: I was laying in bed with my hands covering my boobs (they were smaller at the time) and I said, “I want these to be bigger.” WITH IN A LIGHT YEAR, which is unbelievably fast, these mother fucking boobs grew to meet the surface of my palms.

I was freaked out and I told them to go back down….careful what you ask for!

Anyhow, I have a new practice. I am telling all the pesky parts of my body that I love them. I am also asking them to grow stronger and healthier. Quantum physics baby. Get with it.

xoxox, that crazy Witch

Illustration from Nikki Valencia aka SoulBunni

How To Cut Over Thinking

A thought comes in and you meet it with every possible way it could work, couldn’t work, what you would and would not get from it, and how to go about proceeding.

Y I K E S! Let that shit go!

Take the thought as it comes. If it has to do with a question you have asked, then Listen. If it leads you to a person or place, GO! If it tells you to link two people, DO IT!

Let go of all the considerations. They are holding you back. The spirits of the Universe know what you need and how to get it. They will lead you.

xoxox, Jesus take the wheel

Illustration from Nikki Valencia aka SoulBunni

Are You Withholding Your Gold?

Do you hold back from singing and dancing in worry of be judged?

Imagine a moment where you are dancing in complete love for the music and someone laughs. Do you take it personally? Do you stop? Do you walk away?

Imagine a moment where you bolt out in song; a voice from your heart. Imagine a person interrupting to mention how “out of tone” you are. How does that feel? Does it hurt? Do you begin to judge your voice? Do you decide to stop sharing your voice?

Did you answer YES to all those questions? If so, consider this: Those judging are using their minds to manipulate their projection. Not to say there is anything wrong with controlling beautiful movements. We can all appreciate an amazing choreographed dance. I know we love hearing Alicia Keys or John Legend.

If we can love those who practice, we can love those who move through Soul. Imagine a world where we flow together. All would dance without judging their movement. All would sing from the heart.

If you have not had a chance to sing and dance with a group who loves your flow, get in contact with me. I will make it happen.

xoxox, I Feel You

Illustration from Nikki Valencia aka SoulBunni

I Feel You

Sometimes I laugh at jokes I don’t understand.
I laugh to fit in.
To pretend my mind isn’t wondering the depths of your Soul.

I couldn’t tell you that.
No words seem to explain how easily I can shift into another being.
Feel the highs and the lows of the roller coaster you never ride.

I love thrill.
The adrenaline reminds me I am alive.
The chaos gives me a reason to appreciate the peace.

xoxox, you’ve been found

Illustration from Nikki Valencia aka SoulBunni